About Me

lets see, i guess ill start at the beginning, where it always starts :p
I was born july 23, 1992 in liconia NH, ive lived here all my life. From the hospital my parents took me to my hometown Bristol, Nh. Where i lived till i was nine when i moved in with my step family in Alexandria where ive lived the rest of my life so far, in between i grew up in bristol, when i was two my parents got married because my father thought it was the right thing to do, my mother wanted more children but couldnt have any more. They fought alot but i dont remember alof of it. they also lived with my gradfather and my aunt she was only a year older then me, they moved out when i was about five or six. I went to Newfound elementary, i was never a very smart kid i just never liked to read and i missed alot of school, but i was very social i was friends with every one. It wasnt untill about the fourth grade that i got a bestfriend and still still this day we are the best of friends! So it was fifth grade and i dont really remember when it was in the year i just no it was early, that one day i came home from school and my dad was home. i thought that was weird becasue he always got home after me. So i go into the house and hes sitting in the living room all alone and he looked really sad, he asked me to come over because he had something he needed to talk to me about something so i went over and sat in his lap and he told me that he wasn't going to live in the same house as me anymore and that my mom and him were going to be getting a  divorce. That was the first time ive ever seen my father cry, i started to cry because i didnt want him to move out. You see im a daddys girl i love my father so much, and still to this day i dont no what i would do without him! Anyways he moved out and in with my step-mom, which today i consider my mother! So i lived with my mom for about a year and a half, i could do what every i liked, i didnt have to go to school. i played outside for as long as i wanted, me and my best friend didnt talk any more and i became friends with the wrong ppl for the summer then my mom lost our house to the bank and i had to move in my with dad. it wasnt bad i just missed my mom sometimes and i couldnt do whatever i wanted i had rules and i wouldnt just do whatever i wanted i had to go to school everyday and had to eat real foot not food i wanted lol. When i was eleven i went to colorado for the month of july i spent the time with my four cousins at the time (now theres 6 almost 7 of them lol) and we had a blast i was so dark and i lost a tooth and i played outside all day and it was so much fun i wish i could go back! when i got home life went on like ever day i grew up graduated middle school, then went to newfound high, had some heart brake, got my licence, fought with my friends and parents, graduated high school now im and LNA with two jobs and trying to find love. My bestfriend Melissa started a blog so i figured i would start one as well just to put whatever i wanted and not worry about being judged! :D