See sometimes I'm good at this lol UGHHH I hate the end/ beginning of the month its the worst time ever. When I have my monthly gift that god that it would be nice for us woman to have, well right now I'm not laughing. Andrew is down in NJ AND they are going on a party bus awesome....not. I hate being jealous but what if there are like strippers and things and he gets drunk or something and hooks up with some girl. I just have such fears that's gonna happen again and I can't always think that but I do and it sucks for him but that's just how I feel.

Anywho lol work was so crazy but good lol it went by really fast thank goodness I hope everyday is like that. I think I'm gonna go to bed early tonight so I don't have to think about him and that stupid party bus. I'll write more tomorrow.

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I'm so bad at this lol I try and get on at least once a month.

So lets see, we moved, I got a boyfriend, we got rid of 2 kittens and then got another lol okay lets start.

We moved to Bristol, just up from the place I use to live when I was little. The house is amazing, just enough for us, mums in love with her kitchen. Its HUGE, so many cabinets and drawers and it has a dishwasher and an island :D its amazing, also it has a fire place and my room is huge :] much bigger then my old one. I got a full bed, and a new dresser. I'm also getting a new t.v but we'll see when that happens. I getting fish as well, I already have a fish tank but my fish that daddy and mum got me died :/ its okay though I'm gonna get some more maybe tomorrow.

Okay so the boyfriend. His name is Andrew, I've talked about him before well he asked me to be his girlfriend a few weeks ago :D he's so amazing, the sweetest guy I've ever been with and that's not saying a lot cause I've been with some bad guys but he's like "the one" material at least ;] I'm so happy hes in my life, I think I deserve it after all the BS the last one put me through. He's just so amazing, he's older, responsible, and he may have baggage but I mean everyone does, I'm not about to point it out and say this is why i cant be with you that would be ridiculous and petty of anyone. So he's met my grad mother and my grate grandmother, Auntie and the kids plus uncle Brine. He'll meet the rest of them sooner or later lol the end of the month we have a wedding to go to and he'll meet that part of my family. I'm not sure who's gonna be there but I'm glad I have a date :] the we will be coming back to my house and we are having a house warming party and he'll meet the rest of daddy's part of the family :] I just really hope this works out cause I don't think I'll ever find another guy like Andrew that's for damn sure.

Okay so I told you about the kittens well i got rid of them before we moved because we didnt need anymore cats lol so that was on a Thursday and then I went over to Andrews on a Saturday cause he was house sitting for his boss and so I got home pretty late and when I walked into the house daddy was up which I though was odd so I'm walking down the hall and he stops me and tells me he has a problem and I'm like what's the matter and I walk into the living room and there's a kitten. She's a beautiful calico, very lovable and we kept her lol he name is alley like alley cat :] she scared the crap outta daddy he said lol and everyone loves her, even Antonio and he hates cats lol so my life right now is amazing. I'm very grateful for what I have! :]

okay that's all tonight, I'm tired. I'll try and write more later!

I don't want this night to end. I remember the song Andrew sang to me on our second date :] for the life of me I couldn't remember and I was buying ring tones tonight and I can on and I remember that they had the same voice almost and it just clicked lol :] 

Things are good with Andrew and I, if you didn't get that lol we have been seeing each other for three weeks already isn't that crazy. We are going out Thursday, I love hanging out with him, I'm taking him to concord. He's never had dairy queen lol so I'm gonna take him out for ice cream, I hope he likes it. Oh also I turn 20 this coming Monday I'm very excited! I keep telling him he's not gonna be a cougar anymore :] inside joke sorry any who we are good. 

I might get a new shift at work, that would work amazing I would have everyother weekend off and that alone would be awesome! I could spend a weekend with him ;} okay Ill write tomorrow I'm exhausted. 

oh boy do I hate getting head aches, I had to stay home from work today because of one. The worst thing ever.

So I was going to get a tattoo yesterday but that didn't work because the wait for it was crazy, so I made an appointment for the end of the month or the beginning of next, I'm getting my grandmother's name and he dates on my foot! I'm very excited! 


So Andrew and I are doing very good, it'll be three weeks tomorrow that we are together. Not like anyone's counting lol I'm seeing him tomorrow :] 


Right now I'm sitting here eating strawberry's and watching practical magic :D love this movie. 


I got that book everyone is talking about fifty shades of gray, its very good. I'm only on the second chapter :]  but its still very good. I'm still reading The Help but the ending is so slow, I can't get through it lol its gonna take a little while. 


Well that's it there's not much else to say I'll be going down to Salem this weekend because uncle warren is coming up so I'll get to see him and that'll be fun. But I'm going to bring my computer down so I'll make sure I write :D

So I haven't written since the second of July. Well kinda a lot happened in those four days lol

So I told you about Andrew and my date sunday the first, and we wear gonna meet this coming Monday the 9th but he texted me and wanted to get together sooner, so Tuesday he drove down to Bristol and we drove up to Ashland. He met daddy and mum, he danced with me :] then we watched the fireworks. After we sat in the car talking what seemed like forever but it was amazing. Then the traffic died down so I dropped him off at his truck and we talked there as well, THEN he told me the big secret. Its not really a secret, and he didn't want to keep it from me, he just didn't no how to tell me because he liked me to much but now I no and I'm fine with it! He's 25 and divorced and has a little girl and I mean it's not a big deal but some people would be like you have baggage I don't want to see you anymore, but he's the first amazing guy that I've met in a really long time.

Today I'm going to his home town and he's gonna show me around. :D I'm excited to see him. Its so crazy I can't believe that its been not even a week lol I'm sure hes gonna be in more and more of these I'll keep you updated lol :] 

So last night I went out on a date! He is so amazingly gorgeous :D I don't understand why he's single, but anyways he opened the door to the restaurant and I'm sure he would have pulled out my chair but I beet him to it :] so we sat down around 6 and we didnt leave until 9:45 lol and then we walked around for 2 hrs and talked about everything, he held my hand and picked a flower for me :] he's so tall 6'6" lol but i really like him! Then we went back to my car and he kissed me and then I drove him back to his truck and we kissed some more! He's an amazing kisser, all day I had to tell myself to stop thinking about his kisses back they made me blush and get butterfly oh goodness he's just amazing. lol Mel's mama told me to not let him no that I'm so excited because I need to protect myself, but he might stick around? I really hope he does and is not just looking to get lucky cause like I've said in the past I'm so sick of being single. But I'm going to bed soon because this is the only day that I've gone at a good time, I only got 4 1/2hrs last night so i need all the sleep i can get! I'll write some more tomorrow after the fireworks maybe and I'll take you down to Nashua and Salem as well! :D

So Andrew and I are gonna go out this sunday! :] I'm really hoping things go okay with him, I'm so sick of being alone. Don't ask what we are doing, but I'm sure I'll post about it :D

The kittens no how to get out of the basket now :/ lol they are so bad. I also rearranged my room today, I like when things are different sometimes and I haven't changed it in a long time so its all nice and clean and I really like it. When we get the new house (knock on wood) I need to get a new bed set because this one sucks. You no what I really want to do....clime or drive Mt.Washington. Maybe if things are good with Andrew he'll do that with me! he'll have to be in the car for like a million hours but we can do that later and if I have to do it alone I'll do that to cause I really want to do that!! oh goodness I really hope that I sleep in tomorrow morning, I woke up at 730 this morning. I'm just gonna roll back over if that happens. I got my nails did today, they kinda hurt a little bit but they look really good! Oh goodness magic mike this Saturday, I'm gonna be tired come Monday, the movies Saturday and then out on a date Sunday goodness I'm never gonna get sleep. Hopefully both days go by fast!! lol I'm sure they wont cause that's always what happens. lol okay till another day! :D