Just life :]

lets see, life is kinda crazy right now. Job, guys, just everything. First off ill say from working the morning shift then going to nights really sucks! ha im glad that i have tomorrow off and im also going out, but i will tell you more about that after. :] i was working st.francis tonight and mum was theres her class is weird haha im getting along more with ashley i hope she likes me its kinda like high school having the popular girl like you :] but it was kind of an easy night i was just really tired! Okay now to the boys thing, so theres this guy, we went out a few times but then he said he didnt really want a relationship, but i do so i told him that i didnt really want to wast my time, so i moved on dated other people w/e so then he messaged me on the dating site that i was on the other day and was like we need to talk and i really want to see you i want you back i want to see your smile and hear your laugh and im such an idiot for letting you go. Then theres this other guy and we've talked for like 2 mounths and we wear going to meet and then he had some family issues so we just didnt meet and then i stoped talking to him, well he text me a few time and i just didnt answer and idk i just didnt want to talk to him then one night i talked to him again, but that was after i talked to jake the other guy saying that we could talk and maybe go out and see what would come of it. But we did that and he was really mean to me the last day that we hung out, and i think thats why i dont want to and if i was really into jake i wouldnt have talked to codey right?? So now that ive writtin this all out i belive i have my answer! im gonna choice :] im glad i have this thing! :D