you would think i would be use to death, i work with it all the time. I hug the person, i cry with them and i tell them im sorry. But you dont no anything unless that person that dies is someone you cair about, someone that means the world to you, you have no ideah. Im never just gonna tell them im sorry, im gonna tell them i no how it feels and i wish that i could bring them back but thats impossible. My nana is on vents that are making her breath and he brain is swelling and even if she did wake up then she would be a vegtable she wouldnt be the same person i knew, i dont no whats worse, her waking up and staying with us as a vegtable or her dieing. i wish this never happened. i wish i could take it back and make it all go away.